Very bad day. Week. Year?
Well I just got the news that my pregnancy, which should have been around week 6, is officially over. I can’t believe how much it hurts me in my heart to get the news. I thought that I would be getting a great report and maybe even be scheduling a sonogram soon. Now I am planning on how I will finish ‘loosing’ the baby. We were so unbelievably excited about the baby. We cried and laughed and giggled about how we’ll have a new little human to love in 8 or so months. I tried on my maternity pants again with a pillow baby bump and pranced around the house while C and Nathan laughed at my future curves. Now all I have left is to wait for the cramps and bleeding to start. The pain in my heart is unbearable. Absolutely awful.